on the phone

saya jarang telepon lama-lama. i'm just not good in speaking one-on-one. saya prefer texting.  lebih banyak waktu buat mikir mau ngomong apa jadi nggak salah-salah. iya, sampai mau tumbuh ke atas aja susah keberatan kepala kayanya kebanyakan mikir.
but i will never regret that one-hour-call.

"yang kamu kasih kemaren, kirain isinya undangan nikahan kamu..lha tulisannya dua puluh empat hahaha"
itu ceritanya umur kamu, silly.

berbulan sebelumnya..
gara-gara sebaris kalimat ucapan selamat yang beranak kemana-mana, sampai pada waktunya dia bilang yuk ketemu kalau dia pulang. saya kepikiran pengen ngasih sesuatu, since his birthday was around that day.  maybe a mix would be good for a gift. pengennya yang nggak terlalu obvious(?) tapi cukup berbicara kalo bikinnya yah.. pake hati, walaupun mungkin nantinya nggak gitu dianggep. but then, i almost dumped  the mix away, along with my feelings when he dumped his words too. karena sampai 90 hari kemudian nggak ada kabar apa-apa.

"...gimana?..." suaranya ngagetin di telepon.

i will never regret that one-hour-call. but i know i would regret it if i didnt pick up the phone and say yes.

cliche

you know the scene from Love and Other Drugs where Jamie lost his breath when he's about to say something to Magie?

we dont even know that 143 could be the triggers for anaphylactic reaction.
in my case..  tachycardia and dyspepsia.
please. are we that cliche

butterflies

"how many times should i say that i love you when you know what i feel is way more than that words"

"many..many times"
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well, that More Than Words song is not wrong but sometimes i guess, we need to keep those butterflies flying