12 reasons why it's not TGIF

:bahkan satu minggu itu cuma 7 hari, lha ini kok sampe 12
:sehari semalam itu 24 jam jadi rata-rata satu nomer dipikirin selama 2 jam *mikir *yasudahlah-namanya-orang-banyak-pikiran

1. tiba tiba di tunjuk buat jaga waktu ada tim survey yang mau akreditasi,  padahal jatahnya libur.. padahal kan nggak mudeng an soal rumah sakit, nanti gagal.. nanti malu"in lhoo

2. dadakan disuruh ikut drilling materi, 1 jam perjalanan panas panas ke kendalifornia ternyata acaranya gitu doang, nggak ada snack pun, pulang nya nerobos hujan badai magrib magrib

3. jatah libur disuruh berangkat, masiih pula disuruh jaga klinik-mana-entah-punya-siapa (bahkan nggak ada hubungannya sama rumah sakit) - - >di telpon Iya in dulu, untung ada alasan nolak kemudian

4. kemudian malah jadi jaga truko karena sesesuatu hal, biar nggak ketahuan aja kalo kita sedikit utak atik jadwal jaga biar liburnya lebih banyak an.. Tugas utama tetap terhandle kok suweerrr

5. mikirin jadwal jaga yang bakal dituker2 karena akreditasi, bakal gimana biar gak capek, bakal gimana susahnya nego sama temen2 inih

6. jadwal jadi chaos semua, les nya keteteran, istirahat nya keteteran, main nya keteteran, ngamen pula jadi berasa di kejar-kejar

7. kapaan mau beli krim kalo sore- malem hujan teroos, inih muka apa chocochips hiikkss

8. mau beli stetoskop ya ampun di saat seperti ini doi patah dong, terbang lagi angka sejutak

9. barang pesanan yang belom dateng" juga padahal biasanya cepet. padahal one kind of happiness is in the scent of a new dress

10. Pesen barang yang diidam idamkan karena langka, sekali nya ada tapi yang jual malah gak jelas dihubungi gak ada kabar berhari-hari 😂

11. ahh..and this.. make it even worse and  mooooreeee, makanan di rumah makanan kemaren jd nggak selera. LAPAAARRRR dan kurang minum rasanya 😢😢

12. dan why it's not TGIF adalah.. weekend adalah musiiiim... kondangan.. dan yang dikondangi (masih) bukan guweeehhh 😐😐

It's not a one person, it's a woman

17

I know 17 months is not long enough when it's about time, but I'm still counting..till the day we can grow old together

The Moon and The Sun

You're an early bird, I'm a sleepy head, I sleep late at night, you just can't stay awake
But doesn't it happen the same way for the moon and the sun? They walk their own way but when they meet the world turns into beautiful dawn and twilight

just like ours

Elegi

One day when you find me down
I may not tell you why or how
But Honey if you're here with me now
I would just lay down my head on you
Maybe it's too hard or maybe it's too light, but
I wish you can just put your arms around me
Then maybe I can speak a word or two
But I can't promise you
Because sometimes I lost my self too
and Honey if you're here with me now
you can just put your arms around me

I'm so sorry it's not like me, 
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow ~

Kalau bilang nggak pengen jadi dokter sekarang, memangnya ada yg masih bisa di lakukan?

Kadang capek ya jadi anak baik
ya belum tentu sudah baik juga sih

On the night like this,

there're a thousand good reasons... I want you to stay

best week

saya kadang suka mbatin temen saya yang nolak jalan bareng karena dia mau jalan sama pacarnya yg lagi pulang (ceritanya mereka ldr ). pikir saya, emang segitunya ya, dia nggak bisa pergi besok aja?nggak bisa sehari aja nggak ketemu gitu?

now that i know, jawabannya, ya, memang seperti itu, nggak bisa sehari aja nggak dolan sama dia kalo orangnya lagi pulang #curcolldr

seminggu itu, dia pulang dari sebrang pulau buat liburan dan dateng ke wisuda saya. pulang 2-3 bulan sekali. tiap ketemu kayaknya harus memanfaatkan waktu sebaik-baiknya buat..ngobrol..apa aja yang gak bisa dibilang lewat telpon, but.. i dont know how or why everytime i look in to his eyes, i run out of words to say.

its like 24 hours / 7 days wouldn't be enough for us, to just talk,hang around the town, and having meals, because time slows down, whenever he's around #halah

p.s did i mention that i love the way he tap my head like i was a little kid?

reyen tongsis dan wide lens baruu..yang rusak sehari kemudian karena overused hiks.

meet my new bae, bekiii :*

Best day ever

January 27th 2016

maybe the best day ever of the year, or should i say my whole life so far. yes, its the day i graduate from my college after 6 years education. 

six years isnt a short time, remembering the past days behind i couldnt say anything but Alhamdulillah, thank God for showering me with unlimited blessings.

My mom, who always mention me in every single pray she said, i know she loves me the most though she never say it. remember the hard days behind when i felt so down and about to give up, i cried on the phone telling her that i cant, asking her to pray for me eventhough she would surely do it without being asked. And just by listening her voice i found my self back.

My dad, he's the best father above all his minus as a human being, he's the reason why i should survive, he's the one who can express his pride on me everytime i get the best results on my exam. his laugh is my fuel, and my goal.

Ya Allah, allow me to make my parent's dreams come true, to get them every happiness they just deserve, always bless them with your love, health, and joy.

Terima kasih ibu, terima kasih bapak. i love you with all of my heart. 

terharu :') foto keluarga pertama kali

welcoming a fresh graduate medical doctor ;)

and this year also, God allows me to meet a man to complete this happy day, make it more blissfull. im so glad to see my family welcome him nicely, Hope it was a good sign to us. and im hoping God will bless us to be together, in a very long time ahead. Aamiin.

February 1st 2016

Happy Hipocratic Oath!

it was the day we, fresh graduate doctors should say our oath to become a good doctor. we should keep this oath in everything we do as a doctor.

its only the beginning for the next chapter life i will get into. Ya Allah, allow me to always work on your path so everytime i help people, everything i do, i only do it with your guard, and it will become my way to get closer to your bless. Aamiin.

alhamdulillaah..maka nikmat Tuhan  mana lagi yg kamu dustakan?

Bismillah, semoga gelarnya berkah